Saturday, August 03, 2002

Computers Are F*cked


Why I Hate MSN

Damn messenger service--kicking people off without warning. Leads to a lot of inexplicable silences and so forth.
It was kind of an interesting night, actually--right after the connection cut out on me, Tenchi scalded his hand (we're stuck with Catlady's teakettle since she destroyed ours by "accident", and hers is possessed or something), and the parents arrived. And I sat there for twenty minutes begging, pleading, and arguing with my connection, trying to get back to the convo I was in. No such luck. So I finally gave up. >_<

Sorry, Dawn, but it's nothing personal. Honest. Heh, you've got enough on your plate without my usual adding to the mix.

*Swaying, utterly absorbed by the tapestry of song unfolding between her headphones* DAMN this is a gorgeous song. I have like four different versions of it ^_^

Huh? Oh. Luzon's "The Baguio Track". Tip tip: The John Digweed Muir Bedrock Mix kicks the most @$$. It's all floaty and calm and slightly desert-ish. Fans of downtempo, New Age, or even non-fans of dance music could get into it, easily ^_~ The Paul Oakenfold version is louder, harder and more screechy, although the screechiness could just be the cheapness of the MP3 ;^P The penalty of getting everything for free.

Behold, Slayer's Inviolate Law of Commercialism: Everything free is worth exactly what you paid for it.

Anyway, I think I was trying to say something relevant. Or not. I can't remember *is under the spell of her music*. Duuuuude, the colorssssss, LoL ^_^

I had an interesting dream last night--a tension-dream, the kind that aren't nightmares, that make you grit your teeth in your sleep anyway. I'm sorta twisted up and staked to the ground, Gulliver's Travels fashion. And like the would-be giant, I'm menaced by hundreds of little creatures--butterfly type things, beautiful and irridescent. With huge razor-sharp teeth in their ugly, twisted faces. Biting and nipping, twisting their claws in my hair, cutting my skin and mocking me.

Nooo, I don't have a martyr complex, not at all ;^P

No, come to think of it, I had nothing important to say after all. Oh well.

Farewell and good travels, I may be back with some online quiz results or something later :^)

Now Playing: Traci Lords, "Distant Land"

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Thursday, August 01, 2002

Mothgirl


Beat To Death Against The Light

You've got such a pretty smile
It's a shame the things you hide behind it
Let 'em go, give it up for a while...
Come back in from the rain...


--Jude, "I Know"

WTF was that about? I just feel so bad about things I have no power to stop. For what it's worth, which is nothing, you've got my sympathy. Fat lot of good it does you, but you have it anyway.

Damn. Why does the bad sh*t happen when I'm not around? Not that I could do anything about it anyway. But still.

Skimming Can Be Done Here
About that quiz:

1) Which song do you wish was written about you?: A lot of them, LoL. I picked snips of three, I'm glutted on my own importance that way >^)

"Born at the Right Time" by Paul Simon (sheer wish fufillment in motion), "Dreaming" by BT (anasthetic), "To The Moon And Back" by Savage Garden (the ugly beautiful truth)

But down among the reeds and rushes
A baby girl was found
Eyes as clear as centuries
Her silky hair was brown

Never been lonely
Never been lied to
Never had a scuffle or a fever
Nothing denied to
Born at the instant the church bells chime
The whole world whispering
"Born at the Right Time."


Uh-huh, told you "I wish". The Eighties did r0x0r, though ^_~

Walk with me, the future's at hand
Here with us, here where we stand
We both know the power of pain
To get back up and start it again
You hold no place for tears
Leave behind the frozen years
Catch my hand and come with me
We'll go Dreaming


It's like sonic aspirin ^_^

If love was red then she was colorblind. . .
She's saying, "Love is like a barren place,
And reaching out for human faith is
Like a journey I just don't have a map for"
So baby gonna take a dive and push the shift to overdrive
Send a signal that shes hanging
All her hopes on the stars
(What a pleasant dream)


There you go. Be amused. Be very amused.

2) Which book character would you like to have been?
Angharad Gwyn, of Anne McCaffrey's The Rowan.

3) What is the most played CD in your whole collection?
By dint of the fact it's the oldest one I have, the original Mortal Kombat Movie Soundtrack.

4) What is your favorite day of the week and why?
Wednesday. Usually, the world goes away for awhile and leaves me with my thoughts and my stories.

5) What is your shortest relationship?
None of my relationships, romantic or otherwise, last for longer than three years. At least, that's how they've all been so far. The clock is ticking, ladies and gents.

6) How many dead people have you seen?
Two corpses, both at funerals. I held a section of human brain once ^_^ And plenty of splatted bodies on TV >^D

7) What is your favorite finger and why?
Thumb. For playing Nintendo of course.

8) Quote me something from memory:
"My companion must be of the same species and have the same defects." --The Monster, "Frankenstein" (Yes, the actual BOOK, folks =^P)

9) Define "love" without using a dictionary:
Some strange substance others live by, which is usually acrid and toxic to me.

10) The last thing you said to your parents was?
"G'night."

11) When was the last time you threw up?
July-something two years ago, shortly after eating Vorpax's cooking. She was not happy >^D I didn't do it on purpose, I swear >^D

12) Guess how old you'll live to:
By genetics, at least to my late eighties. *SMUG*.

13) And on your gravestone it will say? Just this:

"Oh, what FOOLS these mortals be!"
"And THAT is my gift to you."
Her dash was a marathon.
1983-2080

(Yeah, I plan on living that long :^D)

14) What colour are your socks today?:
I'm barefoot ^_^

15) Is "fat" a feminist issue or a three letter word?
Neither. Fer Chris'sake people, It's a biochemical substance! =^P

16) What's your favorite colour of spaceship?
Chrome

17) Fact or fiction?
Marked preference for fiction.

18) Found it, found it and lost it, or still looking for it?
Never even had it in the first place ^_^

19) The Live Journal user I most want to hug is?
Dunno anyone on LiveJournal and don't particularly care to, thank you.

20) When was the last time you told someone a big secret?
Remember your Miranda rights, children: "Anything you say can and will be used against you." Ergo, silence is the best policy.

21) The last time someone told you a big secret?
Last month.

22) The last time you laughed?
Yesterday, playing the horror-movie title game. Somebody came up with "Attack of the Dildo People". I'm still giggling about it.

23) The last person you said "I love you" to?
My immediate family.

24) Who's the cutest, famous boy/girl?
Hugo Weaving is a MAN thank you! ^_^ and all the famous girls are ugly *pelts all famous girlies with tomatoes*.
Stay away from my Agent Smith! *Hops into his lap.* (PURRRRRRRRRR) Kill the humans for me, baby. Battery? I'll be your powerhouse >^D

25) Do you like babies?
EEEEEEEEEWWWWWWW. All they do is sh*t and slobber. >_<
I like children tho', up from 5-ish and a bit, they can usually hold conversations and such ^_^

26) Have you ever slept naked with someone?
Uh-huh. It was actually quite a disappointment. We didn't even DO anything, not even hide-and-seek in the dark if you catch my drift. *SIGH*

27) Ever run around outside with no clothes on?
All the time as a child ^_^ I still want to, but I know better now. *SIGH*.

28) The last time you danced?
Last night.

29) Last thing you bought?
THIS ^_^

30) Last thing you ate?
Coffee, with milk and sugar.

31) Do you keep secrets well?
I keep them forever.

32) When was the last time you were shocked?
Eight weeks ago. I STILL can't believe I did that.

33) Have you cried in the last 3 hours?
I was asleep three hours ago, thanks.

Skimming Necessity Ends

So--where have I been? Cleaning up in the wake of Catlady's destruction.

No, that's not overstatement. The woman had filthy personal habits =^F The room we let her use is so redolent of animal body-wastes that we're actually going to have to REPAINT it. That says nothing of the trash she left behind, the food she "hid" and left to rot, and the sheer multitude of crapola that's hers that's still sitting here.

And uh, then there's the issue of laundry. Plus dishes which I recently took on, supposedly in exchange for Tenchi folding all the laundry. You can guess how often that happens =^P Add in going along behind Catlady, and I'm doing roughly triple-duty, and it's not like my housework adgenda was light to begin with.

Enough about that. I'm getting frustrated just typing about it. Grrr =^F

I'm still working on that formatting--I haven't even been near the computer in the last five days, and when last I was, it was to turn the monitor off. So I basically haven't started formatting it at all. Sorry 'bout that :^( I got the house (and computer) to myself this morning though, so anything can happen :^D

On which note, I bid you folks adieu ^_^