Saturday, October 25, 2003

*GASP! CHOKE!* LMAO!


Future's Bright Alright, Now Gimme Shades

Stolen from one of this girl's friends:

What Are You Most Likely to Utter During Sex by UMAJohnnie
Name
Sexuality
Age
Most Likely to Say"If I had known when you suggested sex toys we'd have to stop every three minutes to wind them back up..."
Created with quill18's MemeGen!


Oh, geeze. >^D Somehow, that doesn't augur well. But they got the personality about right.

*giggle-fits*.

Hey, good luck, okay? Stay safe ^^;

*quick hug.*

I'd pop up in your email, but Hotmail keeps trying to shut down my account for some stupid reason that I'm sure's in their TOS, not that I bothered to read it...

Real World


Kookamonkey Tour

You'd get it if you'd seen Touched By An Angel. Anyway, it's just another name for my usual--well, one of my six degrees of separation calls it "lyric whoring".

Did someone say "whoring"?

*As Satine*: Come and get me, boys! >^D

She can't hold a candle to the original Diamonds Are A Girls Best Friend. Seriously. If you think Nicole was good, wait until you see Marylin do it. And she does it wearing PINK. The classiest, sassiest pink number I've ever seen. She manages it with this huge bow on her back, for Christ's sake. *Bows to the almighty Marylin.*

Here's the disturbing thing: one of Brin's core gestures is to look down until her eyes are closed, lashes showing, and give a huge, soft, coy smile.

Marylin did it first.

BRIN: That's where I got it from, lovely. Who better?

MILEENA: *cough* Judy Garland.

SLAYER: You can't have her! That's my destructive starlet to pattern my strange depressing moods after!

[I do occasionally appear in my daydreams, to defend my interests and obsessions. These three will have the shirt off your back if you're not there once in a while to protest ;^) I guess that's what I get for hanging out with mutants.]

MILEENA: Very well. Myrna Loy. Or Katie.

BRIN: *awed* Katie...*genuflects at the Altar of Hepburn*.

BARAKA (softly): What about Audrey? I suppose I do a decent Cary Grant.

MILEENA (draping herself over his shoulders and getting cozy): You have sexier ears, though.

BARAKA (bright red): *tiny coughing squeaky sound that might be "thank you".*

Medly

This gets complicated. Hence the swell color coding.

(Stabbing Westward [red], VNV Nation [green], Splashdown [white], Kim English [purple])

BARAKA: You make it hard to breathe, it's as if I'm suffocating
And when you're next to me, I can feel your heartbeat through my skin

BRIN: It makes me sad to think, this could all be for nothing
I wish there was a way, a way for you to see inside me
I never felt this way about anyone or anything, tell me!


MILEENA: Did it bring me to this darkened place?
To contemplate my perfect future?
I will not stand nor utter words against this tide of hate
Losing sight of what and who I was again

BARAKA: I'm so sorry if these seething words I say
Impress on you that I've become (the) anathema of my soul

BRIN: I can't say that you're losing me
I always tried to keep myself tied to this world
Though I know where this is leading,
Please, no tears,
No sympathy


MILEENA: Loud and uncontrolled
Totally aware that I know
But not enough
To pull back and let things go

BARAKA: When I look around I cannot take for granted
Things given to me, the favor I've been handed
All the miracles and wonders I have witnessed
I do not guess, I know that I am truly blessed

MILEENA: I must keep the faith no matter what I'm seeing
'Cause that's the key unlocking my receiving
The impossible taking place in my life
Those greater depths ascending to those higher heights

BRIN: I've got my health, I've got my strength, I'm in my right mind
I still have breath, so I've got hope
And love is on my side
And where I go I know I need not look behind me
He keeps me safe and this is something he does everyday

MILEENA: I've got my health, I've got my strength, I'm in my right mind
I still have breath, so I've got hope
And love is on my side
And where I go I know I need not look behind me
He keeps me safe and this is something he does everyday

BRIN: When I wake up in the morning it gets me out of bed
Keeps me running, skipping, jumping, like a little kid
You know sometimes I can hardly keep it inside
It overtakes me, overwhelms me and I'm more alive

MILEENA: I did not get it from any woman or man
And it's okay if they don't always understand

BARAKA: It's very easy to get caught in circumstance
It's even easier to break out in a dance

BRIN: Joy, unspeakable joy
'Cause they did not give it, they cannot take it away

MILEENA: Joy, unspeakable joy
In my heart and I can't let them steal my joy

BARAKA:People ask me why
This supernatural high
Seeing only sun when there's a cloudy sky
I know that trouble tries to surround me

MILEENA: But I've been given something greater deep inside me

BRIN: I did not get it from any woman or man
And it's okay if they don't always understand
It's very easy to get caught in circumstance
It's even easier to break out in a dance

(GROUP): Joy, unspeakable joy
'Cause they did not give it, they cannot take it away


They doubled up on the Kim English. "Everyday", the first half, is usually a chant-off between Mileena and Brin. Competition, if you will. It should be noted that in the original song, the man in question is supposed to be God. *Cough* Gospel dance! *Cough*.

It's really good; pity I can only find lousy copies. *POUTS*

But it doubles up quite well as a "conflict over love-interest" song >^D

I highly recommend "Unspeakable Joy".

And everybody better be listening. It'll pick you right up, or at least help some. I mean, dance music solves everything. Or at least makes the world go away for awhile. Trust me on this.

Anyway, now that I'm done pimping lyrics, it's time for me to go work with fic.

The reason being? This is my last weekend off for what may be a very long time. Our lease expires over the holidays, and as of yet we've nowhere to move to. Oh yeah, that's going to be fun >_<

Besides, I've got to find a way to check on and track my stocks. Kahn's name is still legally on them until January. And don't tell me what he wouldn't do, dear reader. Because yes, he would.

Ahh. Shareholder Services. Did someone say "bingo!" *^_^*

I know I have the proper account information around here somewhere. *Goes to go dig in her filing cabinet.* Thank God I don't throw stuff away. >^D

I must keep the faith, no matter what I'm seeing...

I've got my health, I've got my strength, I'm in my right mind
I still have breath so I've got hope


And on that note, adieu. ^_^

Thursday, October 23, 2003

Mother, Father


Please Explain To Me

How this world has come to be
While still blessed in all the things we see
Such a sad, sad home for you and me


Heh, mine. *Turns beet red*. I actually found a song that's mine, instead of some character's. (It's Dave Matthews Band, by the way. I like 'em lots. One more thing to hook unsuspecting commrades on.)

The album Everyday was, sonically speaking, one of the best things to happen to me in a long time. I own it legally, free and clear. And it was free. You may remember Catlady? She brought it over, back when she lived here, and I was, "Oh, Dave Matthews! Are they any good?"

(I'd heard very mixed things about them, and being not very current musically since my main connection to the outside pop world is Vh1 Classic, I was intrigued.)

She sort of grimaced and said "You can keep it."

I ran upstairs and popped it into my stereo, and from the beginning of "I Did It" I was in love.

They're not for everyone. In fact, quite a lot of people find them dissonant and pretentious.

And they are. They're also textured and interesting and I like the lyrics and *hopping*. I just enjoy them. But, you know, I have made a few misses in judging tastes. It's fifty-fifty.

I don't like everything on the album, really. It's the kind of stuff that grows on you after repeated listenings. For instance, though "I Did It" is the banner track, the first track, the lead-in, and the one that got the most radio airplay, I don't like it.

I vastly prefer "The Space Between", which was their other massive radio hit from Everyday.

I also love "When the World Ends" (takes several listenings to appreciate it; I found it excruciating at first).

Since I'm the kind of person that's got to pick a favorite song from an album and call it "My Favorite Song By Them Ever", we'll say it's "What You Are", which is also the quintessential mutantshipping song.

Although, lately, the track gripping me is Mother, Father. Which is mine. One of those songs that I consider mine, rather than my characters'. Which is a very rare occurrence for me--I hadn't picked anything up since last year's fascination with Long Way Down by the Goo Goo Dolls.

Interesting tidbit about the Goo Goo Dolls: before they were alternative-pop smash hit artists, they were a making-ends-meet punk-pop band in the late 80s.

And speaking of the Eighties:

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brighter than day-glo, cheaper than heavy black eyeliner, you are costume jewelry.
madonna was your goddess, from her black rubber bracelets to lacey ankle socks.
with posters of pat benatar and cyndi lauper in your room, you practiced your valley accent daily and eventually mastered the phrase, 'barf me out to the max!'
so totally better than your best friend tiffany, fer sure.


Ohmigod! I like, totally can't believe you would even say that to me! No, like, DON'T even bring that over here, ohkaay? *Snaps gum.*

Ahh, the truth hurts. But it hurts so nicely *^_~*

And circling back 'round to music: I don't think I got a chance to mention how incredibly delighted I am that Lupin likes "Mayan Pilot", 'cause I love "Mayan Pilot". Favorite song by them...

If you want their stuff that sounds like that...Unfortunately, it's all on my computer that isn't connecting to the Internet properly. About which I am still sore. That Splashdown collection took me two years. Two years.

But anyway, Splashdown things I'm thinking you'll enjoy, once my system's up again:

50 Percent (very similar stylistically although the theme's different)
Trophy Hunter (less similar style, but the theme is nearly identical)
The Archer (sorta similar, both in style and theme)
All Things (really not at all similar, but just trust me, it's good)
Asia At Odd Hours (radically different. Chance of you liking this one is about fifty-fifty. Then again, that's what I thought with Mayan Pilot, so the overall prognosis is good.)

And then there's both versions of "Over The Wall", the first being very soft, floaty piano and vocal artistry--a drastic departure from anything like the usual Splashdown sound. The second version has what sounds like a kickdrum sample and is equal parts swanky and frantic. The two versions are amazingly different. Night and day different. Remember the two mixes of "Science Genius Girl"? The difference between these two songs is almost more dramatic. If that's possible. Just thinking that once my 'Net hookup is working again, you'd find the sharp contrast an amusing diversion if nothing else.

Oh damn! I totally forgot the live recording of "Mayan Pilot"! You've got to have that ^_^

*Tapping her absentee computer's screen* Wake up! Work properly, you! I have songs to deliver! ^^;

On the good side of the news department, I'm building up a respectable Stabbing Westward collection on my stepdad's computer, so I'll have those up for grabs this evening. Picks off that list include:

Waking Up Beside You (*squee* ^_^)
Waking Up Beside You [Acoustic] (not as good)
So Far Away (from the same album as "High")
Sometimes It Hurts (which, personally, I like more than "So Far Away")
Sometimes It Hurts [Acoustic] (very nice, I think I like this even better)
Save Yourself (hard and slightly screamy; Kitana's pick)
Torn Apart (hard and very screamy; Vana's title song)

And I used to have "Desperate Now", but I thought it was a steaming heap of crap, so I threw it out.

I did have an acoustic of "Waking Up Beside You" before I found the proper album version. It amused me. The vocalist (Christopher Hall) cleared his throat and went "We're Stabbing Westward. Well, uh, we're two-fifths of Stabbing Westward...And uh, we suck." He just sounds so adorably insecure, and his speaking voice is almost like his singing voice. Yum. And definitely, definitely would not kick him out of bed for snoring, either. I normally don't like the 98-pound weakling look. But, you know, attached to that voice, it's not so bad.

What can I say? I love Stabbing Westward. I loved them when people were like, "stabbing WHAT?!" about ten years ago, and I loved them through two reconstructions, and I love them still. And I will after they're gone.

And Chris Hall is hot. ^_^

Nah, this entry didn't have a point. My whole journal is largely pointless. I guess I'm kinda proud of that.

Seeya, peeps. I have reconstruction to do on stepdad's computer. *Downloads like mad*. >^D

Later :^)

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

I Can't Help This Longing


Comfort Me

I'm writing in here because I have the mad urge. The itch to do something creative, and none of my in-progress things are finished. Worked on, yes, but not finished. Plowed into, but not finished. Blocked out with more detail than I swore to myself that I would ever use for fanfiction, but not finished.

Sorry, darlings, I have nothing to show you. It's just not ready yet.

Muse-wise: Brin is pestering me. But when doesn't she do that? She's always there, pulling at my sleeve, wheedling in my ear, bouncing on her feet.

"Please, Jheti, please? Please please please?"

Luckily for her, and unluckily for me, I am a complete sucker.

I really am. That's what's most pathetic about me. Under all this--under the wit and the forehead and the cheap psychological armor--I am warm and soft and fuzzy. As blindly, pathetically helpless as a young kitten, too weak to even open its eyes. I am cuddly and naieve and I can't spell, and I desperately want people to like me.

Seriously. I like everyone. I want to be friends with everyone. I wish the whole world would just settle their struggles with milk, cookies and naptime.

Or, alternatively, pizza and several rounds of Mortal Kombat. Yeah! We could decide the fate of earth with Mortal Kombat matches! Umm, the videogame. We'd go by the little adage on the arcade console sticker: "Winner Stays, Loser Pays."

And the losers could just rent action movies and scream along to heavy metal records until they felt better.

Presto. Instant world peace! *^_^*

Well, it sounded like a good idea to me, anyway.

I guess that's why I'm not President ;^p

I did a little work with website coding, but until I can get stepdad to plug my A:/ drive back in (had to move it to get at the card--long story there) I can't port it over on disk. He should have that ready by tommorow, though, which means I'll have the ending for the third episode of Replacement Killers up some time this weekend.

I had a really brilliant conclusion for this, and it just sort of died. Such is life.

Hey! Nice to hear from you *^_^*

I've been keeping watch from the wings; the Universe go with you. Take care of yourself.

*COUGH* PS: Dump New Guy. You'll feel better. *COUGH* ^^;

Later, peeps.